Saturday, April 20, 2013

“My Thoughts On God, Religion and personal belief'



“My Thoughts On God, Religion and personal beliefs”


I am not sure if I believe in God,
I kind of believe that God is an energy that runs through us all and teaches us who to be, I don’t believe in God though the way most Religions do. I don’t believe God hates me for being gay, or that he will send me to hell for how I love and live. This is why I am agnostic because I cannot believe in Religion, because it teaches you to be control and I refuse to be controlled or control others with my thoughts. The reason I have chosen to walk away from religion is the whole “My God is Bigger than Your God” to me that is bullshit.That mankind is feed so they can throw stones at one another and use God as an excuse for their actions. I Do believe  that we are looking through a window at God “we the whole world” that we all believe in the same God, but call him or her by many different names. Guess I’m Odd in this belief but It’s what I believe regardless.

I personal live by doing my best and being a good person the rest of that stuff doesn't interest me and doesn't play a role in my life. 

I do also believe that some kind of energy helps me write my songs and poems and that it comes from something greater than myself, rather that’s God or not. Is not important to me, I do believe in Angels, Demons, ghost and a Afterlife, heaven and hell to a point but I do not believe in putting others down in the name of God to me that is barbaric  and I refuse to partake in something so judgmental. 

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Embrace Life

Loving ones self, isn't about vanity, but about embracing who and what you are, not everyone is going to be your friend, and most the time people will try to bring you down to their level of thinking, but if you can look inside yourself and know that you are beautiful, kind, and different, and don't need to be anything else, you've made it in this world. I use to care so much about what others thought of me, and sometimes I truly hurt when others didn't like me or love me, but as I have gotten older I have learned it really doesn't matter what others think because at the end of the day, I will still be who I am. and when I look in the mirror I only have to see myself. so I don't care what people say or think about me. because I am proud of myself and my small but truly great accomplishments in this life.

when I was in grade school, 1-5, I was told by a teacher I would never learn to read and that there was no way to teach me, I learned to read. and I am now in college because of that. when I was in 6th grade I did a talent show and got laugh at for singing, the thing is I never gave up singing and now I get parts in plays and I make my music, and if people like it cool, if not cool, I do what my heart tells me too do in life.

Have I had setbacks, yes but they tought me to be stronger, wiser, and humble I have learned a great deal in this life, and I may never become a superstar or even slightly famous, but I will keep on keeping on until I get over that mountain and taking everyday step by step,

I am not perfect, but I believe my imperfections make me beautiful.
I am a strong, wise man, because I came from strong wise people, my grandma Joyce, told me long ago "I Could do anything I put my mind too" and I truly believe that. I believe you can go anywhere in this world as long as you believe in you.

remember never to hate anyone, love everyone, even for the flaws, embrace the unknown in life, and keep dreaming because those dreams are important to keep alive.