Here I am, in my life....

         Here I am, in my life....

     I suddenly feel like I have found myself, I know this is crazy, I know this is different from what I imagine what my life would be at 24, I guess, I found something in me, that I never really knew was there, I found that I can love deeper, and express honest and real opinions and that sometimes, you need help, sometimes it is okay to know your not the strongest in everything but knowing that you can overcome the past and embrace a new beginning. As someone new. I guess what I feel, at this moment, is that I can embrace the part of me, I thought I had lost, while, relearning who I am now.

    I guess I learned recently, that life is short, and those in our lives, need to know we care, they may make us mad, hurt us sometimes, never knowing they do.  But we must learn to forgive them, and embrace, letting go. I was so afarid for a long time, to be happy. I spent time pushing away those around me, but I now know that time has come. To move on from the past, break those chains, that doesn’t mean, saying goodbye or giving up things you love, It means, letting go, of feelings that you don’t need to hold on too.

    I guess, what I am saying here, is we get one change at live, we might as well start living it because it goes by fast, just yesterday, in my mind I was 17, going on a high choir trip, now I am 24, going to college, and learning about the real world. I find that I can do anything I put my mind too, and that It’s okay to sometimes be wrong. That means I am only human.